the sleeping pills might be too much for her now.

addiction to the solution.

the feeling of relief, the release of pain.
so so free. can you feel it? sit back and all silent.
close your eyes and just feel it.

the pain in your head, sticks your temples oh so feriously.
touch your head. feel the viens throbbing.
you pop that cap. they'er blue? take two.
now just two more.
just lay down like always. stare up at the cieling.
count the spaces? count the lines?
you feel your heart beat faster. is that supposed to happen?
doesn't matter, you like it.
close you eyes for the last time tonight.
you feel...
the throbbing slowly passes,
your viens subside.
feels as if the pain in
lifts from your head like mist
from the highway.
and then, relief.
so so free.
goodnight.

but the pain is gone.
are you sleepy yet?
get up, get dizzy.
is that the addiction?
or the solution?

..next thing you know,
you wake up on the cold hard floor.
and the pain is back.
so you do it all again tonight?
there's the addiction.